Almost a year  / Grandmom Dorman

So hard to believe that we are only a few days away from one whole year since you left us.  There hasn't been a single day gone by that you haven't been in my thoughts constantly.  I keep hoping that if I imagine hard enough, you will come back.  I know that won't really happen, but one day we will be together.  Ask Jesus if you can look down from heaven for just a few moments on Friday night so you can see all the candles that will be lit for you.  We all miss you so and will make sure that your memory lives forever.

Hugs and kisses, Grandmom xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

 

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Our Angel is 1  / Aunt Joanna (Godmommy)
If I could have just one wish it would be to bring you back to us. Things aren't and never will be the same again. You lit up our lives everyday and made everyone around you so happy. You're the prettiest little boy in the world and we'll never forget that. Tomorrow is your 1st B-Day, you're on our minds and in our hearts everyday... but especially will be on your special day. Please send mommy lots of kisses and stay with her through her sadness. Trinity and Julian miss you and we all love you so much, you're our very favorite :0) I love you!!!! xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo Close

Happy Birthday  / Grandmom Dorman
Well, here we are.  The day that I have been dreading ever since you left us.  Tomorrow you would have been 1 yr old.  I like to try to imagine what you would look like and what you would be doing.  Would you be walking yet, would you know any words, etc.  There is not a minute of any day that you are not in my thoughts.  I know the angels will be singing to you tomorrow.  You will be in our hearts forever, we will never, ever forget our beautiful Evan Michael.  I know you were sent to us for a reason.  Someday we will all be together again.  We love and miss you so much!  Watch over Mommy and send her some extra love tomorrow.  It will be the hardest day of all for her.  We will never forget the day that you came into our lives.   All my love forever, Grandmom xoxoxoxoxoxo Close

Missing you  / Grandmom Dorman
Hey, buddy!  It seems like forever and at the same time, like yesterday since I've held you and kissed your sweet face.  The sadness just never goes away.  Please stay with your mommy and let her know that you are always with her.  She's having a really hard time right now.  Your birthday is so close now and it's so hard thinking about what should be!  Instead, we'll come to the cemetary and celebrate the little time we had with you.  I love you and miss you so!  See you in my dreams until the day when I can hold you again.    Love, Grandmom Close

Sad weekend  / Grandmom Dorman

Well, Evan, here we go with the beginning of the summer season.  It is so bittersweet for me this year.  This time last year we were anticipating this summer with taking you to the beach, the pool and even out on the boat.  Now summer is here and you are not.  It's going to be very hard for me to go to the beach.  Every little tot that I see will just remind me of what we are missing!  We all love you so and are missing you so.  Every day you are still my first thought in the morning and my last thought at night.  I pray to Jesus to give you extra hugs for me, PopPop and mommy.  We are all so anxious for the day when we will all be together again, in God's timing.  Until then, love and kisses every day.

Grandmom xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

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Missing you so  / Grandmom Dorman
To my beautiful blue eyed baby boy, dearest Evan, we are all missing you so much.  Sometimes my heart aches so badly that I don't know what to do.  The weather is getting so nice now and I just cry because we should be enjoying it with you.  Mommy and I went to see your stone yesterday,  Grandmom Baker came too.  The stone is so beautiful, the baby Jesus is holding looks just like you with your big, beautiful smile.  Mommy is so busy now with school and work.  We're so proud of her, she is being so strong and working so hard.  Keep watch over her and give her your little signs like you did the other night.  Love you so, Evan.  Your time here was so short, but you have left something in our lives that will be with us forever.  Love and kisses xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo Close

XOXOXO / Angela Vitale
Hi Evan. I havent been on here for a very long time but does not mean u are not thought of daily! SOO Ur Mommy wants to get another tattoo for u soon. We were supposed to go the other day but something came up. & Guess what? I'm still waiitng for your bracelets, I know I was very late w/ the money but I want them for my desk! But Just wanted to say hello to our lil angel & let u know how much u are loved and missed  by ur family & friends <3 Close

Happy Easter  / Mommy

Hey baby boy,

  tomorrow is Easter and I just dont have much spirit to even celebrate. It is really starting to hit me that your gone for good..I cry everyday wondering what life could have been with you here with me. I miss being with you everyday and just dont know what to do with these feelings I'm experiencing, they are hard to run from anymore. Please help me to live life and not hold such anger at the fact that you were taken from me so early. Please send kisses to us all we all miss you and think about you everyday.

 

  I love you and always will!!

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Easter in Heaven  / Grandmom Dorman

Almost Easter, Evan.  We are missing you so much.  This is supposed to be a time of celebrating the arrival of Spring and the resurrection of Jesus.  I'm having such a hard time right now.  I know you are in a wonderful place, actually in the arms of Jesus, I just wish with all my heart that you could be here in our arms!  You have now been gone almost as long as you were here.  So hard to believe!  You have left an imprint on our hearts and in our lives that will be with us forever.  What a glorious day it will be when we are all together again!  I asked Jesus this morning to send my love to you through him.  Hugs and kisses, little man, until we're together again.         All My Love,  Grandmom 

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We miss our beautiful boy  / Aunt Joanna (Godmommy)
I love you Evan Michael, miss you every day. Only a few minutes of the day may pass where you're not on my mind. I hope everyone is holding and playing with you up there. You're such a smart happy baby boy. I miss you too much it hurts. Love you <3 Close

Every Day Is Getting Harder  / Evan's Mommy

Hey my little man..I can't believe today is 3 months since I last saw your beautiful face. I just long to hear your voice and see that big bright smile. Everyday seems to make it harder and harder to not have you here with me and your family. I got a puppy named Noel she keeps us occupied and poppop really adores her, but she will never replace our feelings for you. At night Ginger sleeps with me and I put your blue blanket over her and she snuggles so tight to it, I think she smells your scent and it conforts her. We all miss you and need confort knowing where you are God is taking care of you and letting you watch us from above so that when we meet you in Heaven you will remember us. Please come to me in my dreams if I can't have you with me physically please allow me to hold you in my dreams. Miss you stink and promise you are always thought of and missed dearly.

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Three months missing you  / Grandmom Dorman
I can hardly believe that tomorrow will be 3 months since you left us.  Time passes so quickly, but the longing to hold you never stops.  This time last year we were anxiously waiting to meet you, now we are waiting for the time when we can hold you again.  You are always in our hearts, dear Evan, and always in our thoughts.  You are still my first thought every morning when I wake to the silence of what so shortly ago was your dear voice.  Everyone says time will heal the pain.  I don't know if that is true or if it just gets easier because we know time is getting closer to being with you again.  Until that time comes, we hold you in our hearts.  I love you and will never stop missing you.  Hugs and kisses, Grandmom. Close

7 Months Old  / Evan's Mommy

Hey Stink,

    I really am missing you today, you would have been 7 months old and I just keep wondering what new things you would have learned and how cuter you would of gotten. I know where you are age means nothing but to me every month on the 12th I will always remember that may baby would have been a month older. You are with me everyday and forever, and I know you still watch me with that adorable smile and gazing eyes. I remember just like it was yesterday that I would be picking out my work clothes and your eyes would follow me whichever direction I went, the love in your eyes was the most amazing feeling I will ever experience. I miss you and just wish I could have you back, but I will be with you again someday. Love you<3

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2 Months too long!!  / Mom (Evan's Mommy )
Hey baby boy, 
      Today is such a dreadful day it has been 2 months since you grew your angel wings. I know where you are your safe and never suffering, but I wish I could just have you here with me. Everyday it get's harder to realize that your not coming back. We finally got some answers and I promise if this is anyone's fault they will pay for it b/c my life will never be the same without you. Please continue to watch over your family and keep us safe. Give me a sign from time to time I wait for one everyday.  I love you and you will always be my special little guy. Close

Just want to say...  / Aunt Joanna (Godmommy)
I love & miss you sooo much. Life would have been so different if you were still here. I read the book mommy gave me and it makes me feel better that you're somewhere so beautiful! And I know for sure now that you can see mommy every day and look down on her. You have a special place in my heart, I love you so so much. xxxxxxxx Close

Hey Little Guy...  / Evan's Mom
Hey Bud I'v been thinking about you even more than I usually do everyday. I miss you so much and just wish I could just hold you, kiss you, hug you, hold your hand, play with your hair, everything that we did together. I was so blessed to have such a beautiful babyboy who loved me the way you did. I hope you know just how much you were loved back. Please come to me in my dreams I cannot go one more day without seeing that smile of yours. I love you and will be with you again one day please keep looking over me and keeping me together. I love you! ...<3 Close

My heart is crying to know you better..  / Jeanie Jones (only met him twice )
You are safe with our Lord and feeling only peace and happiness but i am suffering down here (not alone) wanting to know why!
You are so full of smiles, happy, handsome and too freakin cute!
God must know how special you are.  What does he need you for??
I wish i had more time with you..  We only had hours together and you were my show and tell.  We loved you, your little socks, your smiles, your little chubby fingers...
I miss you little man.
I know you're in good hands but i really looked forward to seeing you and your Mommy and grandmom everyday.
Your family is genuine and loving and we had such a warm connection.
Talk to you soon little man.
Jeanie
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Missing You  / Evan's Mommy
Hey Stink, 
    Tomorrow is gonna be such a hard day...you would have been 6 months and I just miss you so much and cant help but wonder what new things you would have learned. I'v never felt so alone as I do now, even with hundreds of people around all I want to do is be with you and being together again. I miss you so much, the way you use to stare at me with so much love and they way it felt that I would never need another man in my life because it was always gonna be you and I. I just keep looking for signs even in the smallest things but please give Mommy more signs I need them to know you are still with me everyday. I miss you so much and love you just as much as the day I met you. You will always have my heart lil man! Close

Hey Baby Boy!  / Kady Egan (Aunt)
Today Is my birthday and your Mommy is coming over to celebrate with my family and I. Its the days like this that hurt the most because you would be coming over with her to hang out with your girlfriend. I don't know when/if this will ever get any easier for all of us who loved you so much. Mommy has benn such a strong, mature person through all of this and I dont think we can thank anyone but you for that. They say everything happens for a reason, but I honestly don't think I believe that anymore. I love you baby boy and know your shining down on me and the rest of us. Continue to Guide Ava through Life, just like the Best Friend that you are to her! <3 



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my visit  / Mary Klineburger (great-aunt)
 Hey Evan,  I came to visit you today. I'm sorry I couldn't stay too long. Hopefully one day your mommy & I can visit you together.
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